Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide you...

There comes a time when you must stand alone.
You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.
You must be willing to make sacrifices.
You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.
Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.

There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.
Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.
Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.
Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.
Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way…………….

Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstacles
Laugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from them
Pick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of nature
Say hello to strangers and enjoy the people you know
Don't be afraid to show your emotions laughing and crying make you feel better
Love your friends and family with your entire being they are the most important part of your life
Feel the calmness on a quiet sunny day
Find a rainbow and live your world of dreams always remember life is better than it seems………….


Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

This is Me....

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show,
it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me......

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me.........

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way..........

Who will I Be???

How to choose
Who to be
Well let’s see
There's so many choices now
Be a singer
Be a painter
Be a manager..

In my head a voice says
Why not Try everything
Why stop..
Reach for any dream
I can
it's my life
And now's the time

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do

Who will I be
If I decide
I'm the girl to change the world
I can do it anytime
Opportunity right in front of me
And the choices are mine
I want to find the who I am inside

Who will I be
I want to show the way
The way that I can shine
Who will I be
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me

Sunday, October 12, 2008


You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
My heart is what you are to me!!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sai Geetha with her Divine Master



Is it possible for some one
To come and rescue me
From this disaster life seems to be ..

Is it even remotely feasible
To feel the love that once resided Inside
How did I get so lost along the way ..

Seemingly so strong
Crumbled at your feet
No stone left unturned
Desolation, eaten alive
The burden I carry
Weighing me down ...

Is far too heavy to carry on my own
Where did my light go..
Burnt out long ago..
Now I am left here standing, covered in shame
The darkness swallowed me whole

Drowning in the darkness of your despair
Pushing and pulling
I managed to break from your current
Only to be swept away by life’s turbulence
When I look in the mirror all I see
Is my father’s reflection looking back at me
How can this be
How did I vear so far off
Nothing but poor decisions
Living a year of confusion
When do I get back my smile
When do I ever return to being

The woman that once was happy and free
Will I ever know what that truly means
To be wanted & accepted for the woman I am and can be
Will I ever learn to be these things… for me
Where did I go…
This simply cannot not possibly be
What fate had in store for me............

More Than I Can Bear

So numb from the pain

To give in means certain death for

All my hopes and dreams were truly in vain

Parts of me die with each breath

I look for answers with closed eyes

While the voices in my head scream out WHY?

What did I do to you to make it all a lie?

My heart aches to comprehend

While my mind races the race with no end

Afraid to breath for it will give it life

Afraid to look at the truth in broad daylight

You turned your back on me

After claims of loving me madly

You left me standing in the rain

I then turned to the wrong men

To ease the pain

To hide from the truth

To pretend I did not loose

I believed you and your words

You held me up when I was weak

You made me believe and want life

I let you into my heart, into my world

Made you a big part of my soul

And now I wonder… how could I have been so wrong?

My heart is now parched and deserted

Uninhabitable I have become

I beg to cry the tears that aren’t coming

To give a voice to the anger that won’t show its face

Like a widow, there is no color without you here

But you made sure there is no going back…

Painting for me the face of fear

Please release me from this prison...

For this is far more than I can ...........

Friday, October 10, 2008

God and His Love

The world is tormented by the havoc created by the Tsunami tidal waves. Homes and lives were blown away within minutes. A vacuum with uncertainty sets in our hearts as we switch on the television everyday to see new stories unfold. Hearts bleed as we watch those orphaned children and the grieving parents. Our hearts call, God where are you, where are you?

Calamities come and go. Disasters come and go. He comforts the tormented souls. He consoles the souls that have seen the sorrow, with his love. His love is never ending.

Whenever I feel empty, I sit and contemplate “Swami, are you still within me, please answer me, where are you?” Within the next few minutes Swami answers with His heavenly love deep within me. If at all I had to express my feeling, I have to get up and dance in joy. How do you write about it? How do you relate this to another person? Tears of joy and bliss roll down and all I can do is to hold Swami’s legs tight in my heart and don’t let Him go. He is my father, mother, teacher, friend and everything else in this world.

Whenever i go to Puttaparthi to have darshan of my beloved lord Sai ,My heart jumps to question mode. "Why, my Lord? What have I done, why do you ignore me? ..."Soon after Darshans He comes out in His car smiling away and waving in my direction saying “Why despair my baby, I am right here?” He appears again and again to my heart’s content. His love is never ending!!